Sandesh Prabhudesai
30 Jan 1998
First person account by Satyawan Nipanikar, 42, Shoe-shine boy, Panaji,
Goa.
I have been staying in the neighbouring village of St Cruz, hardly five
kms away from the capital city of Panaji. My father was a shoe maker. Nowadays, shoe
makers can’t make a living. So I have been doing this job of polishing shoes in the
city for last 30 years.
We are five brothers. Nobody could complete their education. I dropped
out after studying till standard III. But I can read well. I read newspapers, if I find a
little time and a free copy anywhere. I don’t know anything about the politics you
talk about.
You know how difficult it is to live in today’s world, with an
earning of hardly Rs 40 to Rs 60 a day, when I have to feed my wife, old mother and two
kids - a 12-year old daughter and eight year old son. Both of them are studying.
But this government is not allowing us to earn our living peacefully.
Now, it seems, that chief minister Pratapsing Rane has made a new act. He wants to clean
up the city like Singapore. The police come and harass us. They want to evict us from the
pavements. Where do we go ?
Finally, we went to the Panaji Municipal council chairman. He has
allowed us to sit there. We pay them Rs three a day as a rent. But still we are not sure
how long it would continue. They say the CM wants to clean up all the pavements, to make
Goa the Singapore.
We are told that Rane wants to attract more tourists by making the
cities clean. But where do we go? And what do we get from these tourists ? They don’t
even come to us to get their shoes polished.
I have no house of my own to stay. I stay in my brother’s house. I
had applied 10 years ago for a place to build house, under the 20-point programme of the
government. But those people in the mamlatdar’s office say that there is no land
available. But we hear that many big people come to Goa and buy huge amount of land. How
do they get it ?
I went to my village sarpanch. He never says no, but does not bother.
It seems, he is a Congressman. Let him come now to ask for our votes. We have four votes
in our house. I will tell him straight - you give me the house, I will give you my votes.
Otherwise I will not vote for anybody. Why should we bother about them if they have no
concern for us ?
I attended Sonia Gandhi’s rally the other day. She looks nice. God
knows whether she would also work nicely like her husband. It seems her husband, Rajiv
Gandhi, was a nice person. He gave houses to many poor people. But now nobody is providing
us shelter.
I really don’t understand what you talk about. I don’t even
know these people - Vajpayee, Khalap, Rane etc. For me, the major issue in this elections
is a house for me. You give me one house and take my votes. I don’t care for anything
else now.
As told to Sandesh Prabhudesai.
